I'M A SURVIVOR

SURVIVOR!!

WOW!! Let me share some inspiration with you!!
Tonight I attended bible study at the best church in the world!! We have one of the most annointed pastors in the whole wide world!! Trust me I'm not kidding better yet come visit or order a cd or a series!! It will blow your mind!

This is what I gained from the overall message & I want to share it with you. The only original things will be scripture that he gave us the rest is conclusions I've come to based on the message!!

I know many people are desiring to get married, become debt free, start a business, or whatever. But my question comes to you as: "What are you doing about it?" I know myself Nursing school is a large goal for me and I know that is my divine calling from GOD! But I am nine hours away from obtaining my Bachelors Degree in Psychology a degree I probably will never use. Ok, education is education and once you have it no one can take it away from you right!!

Even still I committed to completing this degree so I am but plan to turn right around and head to Nursing School. No matter how much money I have made it's not been 100% fulfilling. I'm not ungrateful by any means I thank GOD for my job. But what a waste it would be to live life on earth and not fulfill your GOD given purpose. The very thing he placed inside of you? The very reason you were born??

I've never been so on fire for GOD desiring to learn. To be truly educated in his word & to know him intimately. Sure I'm human & I joke around & do things I know I shouldn't do but aren't we all struggling in some area of our life?

I have this issue with patience...I hate to wait, I want it when I want it & that is usually right now. But tonight Pastor Van embarked on Patience, Perserverance, Compassion, Perspective, Surrender, Agenda, & Fear! Let me give you the scripture references as well:Job 14:14, Romans 5:3, Psalms 23:1-3, Galatians 6:2, Hebrews 10:25, Psalms 139:1, Psalms 17:1, & last but not least Romans 15:4!

Wouldn't it be nice to receive all of GODS promises? Have you ever noticed how all the people GOD used in the bible were flawed...so if he could use them I KNOW HE CAN USE ME!

Let me give you two last things: Developing FILM is a lot like Christians & GOD. Film developing starts out with the NEGATIVE, then the COLOR, and then the Development is COMPLETE you have the picture! Without trials & tribulations we would not appreciate the good times.

Lastly in the words of the GREATEST Pastor in the WORLD, Pastor Van...TAKE YOUR HANDS OFF(put your agenda aside) & see what GOD truly wants you to do!

Have you ever noticed those peg puzzles no matter how you try to force it a square peg will never go in a round hole. A man/woman without trials & tribulations will never have a testimony!!

Be Blessed & Come Back Often!!

Just a little HUMOR

It’s NO ONE who can ever keep me down because I BELIEVE I CAN FLY not on drugs but on life I can’t let you go HALF ON A BABY with me because I need more than a PROMISE I need forever! I can’t handle you being UNFAITHFUL because you want to BUY HER A DRANK because she knows how to get LOW. I’m simply IRREPLACEABLE I thought you knew. Baby since you can’t keep in between JUST ME & YOU, I’d rather be Just Friends! So what you you’re a BALLER I put in work & GET MY OWN MONEY I don’t need you to PAY MY BILLS, because I don’t want you to CALL ME NO MO OR TEXT ME NO MO!! WHAT YOU KNOW ABOUT THAT? So JUST CHILL & wish you could BE MY MAN….but I first need to TEACH U HOW TO LOVE!!

R u MY MAN????

Good looks will only get you so far!! A man without substance is like a car with no engine, a plane with no wings, or a train with no tracks he’s going nowhere FAST!! I LOVE an INTELLIGENT MAN someone who can speak his mind and doesn’t back down from what he believes, someone who is confident but not arrogant, someone who is FAithFUL & CommittED to GOD because if he isn’t how can he EVER be FAITHfully COmmitteD 2 ME? Someone who walks in a room and commands everyones attention not by yelling or causing a scene but just his aura is so thick you can’t help be see him glide across the room!! Someone who is well versed in his history, his culture, himself, easily able to separate work from family, love from lust, and sex from making love!! Someone who is quick witted, yet mild tempered, someone who can get on ALL levels and hold his own!! Someone who is financially stable a great provider one who can handle his money and his time!! One who can appreciate my independence and not be intimidated by my drive but willing to support, encourage, and be right by my side!! A great COMMUNICATOR an HONEST man after Gods own heart & MINE!! WHO IS HE….MY ADAM the MAN God created just 4 ME!!! No I haven’t met him yet but:!: aWhoso findeth a bwife findeth a good thing, and obtaineth favour of the LORD. (Proverbs 18:22)